Since Blood and Shadow already know


Guys, I'm dying. I only have until I'm 23 to live.

I'm getting weaker. The whole reason why I'm not active is because stress and anger is getting to me.

I can't take chemotherapy because once I get in that radiation, it will kill me.

I don't have a small cancer, it's pretty much all in my body.

I'm letting you guys know this because I won't be active. The days in not on, are the days I'm at the hospital getting tests. The doctors still haven't found a treatment that will save me.

Sorry.

Im sorry to here this moon I really am :( I will be sure to pray for you. I hate that all I can do is wright this through the internet instead of actually being there for you if you know what I mean. Words typed out like this can only mean so much but it would mean more if I actually said it to you face to face. Its like apologizing throguh a text message. I hope that everything will be alright.

Its too bad. I know its tough, especially since most of my grandparents have cancer. Musta hurt when they tested...

But how do you get so wesk right now when you're passing at 23? Sorry for all the questions. How did they calculate when you would pass? The doctors usually say how much time, not what age. I don't understand. Your testing is different from Breast, Lung, Heart, Bone and Kidney cancer, I guess?

Stress and anger gets to me, makes me weaker quicker.

And that's just what they estimated to. They aren't for sure its 23 but they know its around there.

And yeah, it is. They can't find any treatment that won't kill me right now.

Well, then we will help you calm down. A shame to be so young, but many kids fight it, so can you.

Moon, no!!!!!

I'm not really sure what I can say....only that I'll be praying for you.

Mayve you'll live life lonver than that. My mom has a little blood cancer along with a blood and heart disease but she lived longer even after I was told she wouod die during the night, eh? Must be hard on your family. Its really hard on us, me as well. Just live life now and dont worry. You have 8 or more years! Live'em!

Yeah, doctors don't know the exact amount of time you have. Live your life.

Thanks guys. It just hurts me because I always had the dream to getting married, having a kid. But now, If I have a kid, I would fear of them having what I have.

If by chance there was an afterlife, maybe you'd have another chance. Or a "second life".

Also, if you know Jesus, which I know you are a Christian, then you will have everlasting life with Him after your life here. Don't worry about anything. God's got it, and this is part of His plan for you.

Sorry moon

...*breaks down and cries*...sory...it's just....the same thing happened to my counsin Sammy....He's...in a better palce now...but....he was alot like you....it started as lung cancer (Ironically, those are the lungs that saved his life in a transplant when he was 15) then...it started spreading. Slowly. He...he died when it finally reached his heart....god I don't think I can stand to lose you Moon! I...I can;t lose another person in my life! I seriously hope the doctors find a cure! *hugs* love ya Moonie!

The doctors will find a cure! A lot can happen in eight years

They said that about Sammy too....sorry I'm not my usual optmistic way guys.....

Yes but this time its diffrent

I can hope

I'm sorry this is happening to you. This isn't a joke, because I don't joke about cancer.
I seriously hope they find treatment for you. :(

Silver, I'm fine now. I've been getting more stress though...I bawled my eyes out in school yesterday because a teacher gave me a referral for no reason. The teacher bullies me every day. I just can't take it anymore...she made me cry twice this year. My parents are going to go talk to her today even though....teachers say something totally different then what the students say. I bet she's going to say, "Oh, ------ is such a sweet girl! She's always smiling, yet she never stops talking." I have never spoke out of question before. I do not deserve this referral at all. I raised my hand and everything to ask a question and she gave me a referral because I was "talking."

*hugs* welll.....*censored8 that teacher! and sorry ofr being a debbie downer! I miss u's!

S'fine silver! I'm trying to get back on, but it's hard. I cried a lot in the past two days. If you ever been bullied by a teacher, you know the feeling of being hurt.

Some of my teachers are like that. I hope it gets better soon with the teacher, and I really do hope they find a cure, or at least a way to stall it for as long as possible.

Thanks Adder.cx

I hate those kind of teachers