Schizo sluggishly moped to his den, the voice and Monster and Glass shrieking at him, telling him to die or stop kr that he was stupid. Later, he'd have to take his nightly dose of poppyseeds to calm himself.

Irisfeather decided to give him his poppyseeds early. She grabbed them from the medicine den and went to give Schizo his medicine. He was curled up in the corner of his den, crying. Panicking. Trembles met spasms and seizures and they wracked his body as he sobbed and wailed like a kit whose mother had abandoned him.

Irisfeather, known for her kindness, didn't try to help the strange cat and tossed the seeds at him. No one really liked Schizo, or cared, it seemed. So Schizo just kept sobbing.

Fuzzykit glared at irisfeather and snuck into Schizo's den nosing the seeds closer to him, "its OK.all those other cats are mean. DOnt listen to them."

"It's alr-alright. It... It's because I'm strange...a-and I did a bad thing a long time ag-go..." He muttered, unable to control the stutter in his voice. "I wasn't p-punished because I'm different...so they are all angry..." he paused for a long time. He tried to stop stuttering. His eyes kept wandering. "I see things...a... a lot. Right now... I see letters on the w-walls... being carved. The walls are closing in on me..." he looked beside him at nothing. "I see tw-two cats. Monster and Glass. I yell at them a lot but..." He lowered his head. "They don't go away. And no one else sees them..." He whimpered. "I-I just wanted to be a w-warrior. I didn't even get a warrior...name..." He cried. "They named me after...my disease..." After all, he was a schizophrenic.

"Its OK, lots of cats are strange, I was born with no claws! And I see cats too! Not these cats more like just ghosts that hover around. I think you deserve to have a proper name, what do you want me to call you?"

"Well..." Although he hated his name, he'd never thought of any others. He had convinced himself that he didn't diserve a warrior name."...I guess I'm fine with Schizo, or Schiz. It's a bit further from schizophrenic I guess. I've never thought of another name."

"You sure? I thought wolfbane would of been good or hawksoul."

"Wolfbane, h-hmm...?" He liked that name. "O-only you can call me that, okay?" The Clan wouldn't approve of him with a warrior name.

"Okay." He said kindly

Irisfeather stomped over. "Go to your den, Schizo. You aren't aloud to-"

"Leave me alone!" Schizo wailed.

Shadowstar snarled. "Don't growl at my mate."

,"leave wolfb-schizo alone!"

Schizo unsheathed his claws as Monster and Glass started whispering in his mind. Unpredictable, he looked like he was going to kill everyone in his path. But he got up instead, his paranoid part of his disorder rendering him terrified of being the defensive, not offensive. "S-sorry..." He looked at Fuzzykit, as if to say that it was okay. He met Irisfeather's gaze and scurried off.

Irisfeather felt bad. Schizo couldn't help that he was a schizophrenic or an insomniac. But he killed his own sister and he was strange enough to get out of consequences. How dare he not pay for killing a newborn kit...?

Fuzzykit stomped off deciding not to follow

Shadowstar sighed and looked at his paws

Irisfeather murmured, "I'm gonna miss you..."

"I'm going to miss you too." he said

hhe curled up into a ball

Irisfeather purred.

Schizo ran over to Heatherflight's corpse that now lay for vigil in camp. H whimpered at his mistake. Should he tell the Clan what he did? He needed help! A session to let out his feelings...a tree that he could attack...stronger medicine...he was murdering cats because he couldn't get rid of his illness. He crouched over the corpse and shrieked loudly.

Snowdrop muttered, "I didn't know that he was that close to Heatherflight....?"

uuzzykit went over to sit next to him but was pulled back by a warrior

Shadowstar stood up. "I'm going to speak with StarClan."

Schizo examined the body. The stab wounds were concealed with her golden fur so the young cats wouldn't be scared of the body as much. Glass and Monster sat beside him.

He decided to run away. He plotted his escape.

"Stupid. You'll die out there, all alone. You'll die because your too dumb to take care of yourself." Monster hissed.

"Leave me alone." He muttered at Monster.
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"You should look for Heatherflight." Irisfeather smiled. Irisfeather loved Heatherflight like a sister.

"I will." Shadowstar smiled

Irisfeather suddenly overcame a grim expression on her face. "If you see her...ask her who killed her." It was obvious why. Schizo didn't seem correct.

uuzzykit sat wispy watching the two,  he was becoming a person watcher

"Of course I'll ask." he said